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Entry #2 - The fear of the doubt

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  2021-06-29 I have lived my whole life in fear, fear of trusting people, i have been betrayed and thrown away so many times i came to the conclusion it was worthless to believe in people, because in the end.. There all the same, it is always the same history, always ends the same... What should one do when you think you finally found someone you can trust? What should one do when the think of "maybe this time will be different" strike? When someone has been alone in the dark so long, even the slightest light ray looks suspicious, Can anyone blame you for not trusting? No, it is completely understandable, completely acceptable. Without our distrust we would not be alive by now, distrust is what makes us survive, so don't be afraid, it is okay, or at least, that is what we say to our self's, to others, to find a reasonable explanation why we doubt when in the end, we don't want to. Imagine you finally meet that person, and after all, you end up trusting him/her, Wh...

Entry #1 - Nobody cares enough

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2021-05-14 I have the ability to sound dramatic, so let me tell you my history in the most pathetic way I can imagine. Since I was born loneliness has been my only friend, because humanity is someone you cannot rely on, they lie, they’re selfish, they’re not trustworthy. In my 26 years alive I haven’t trust enough someone to call it a “friend”, because the number of betrayals and disappointments has been enough to destroy any possibility for me to believe in this race of ours, even animals can be more trustful and they don’t think or feel the same way we do, but if you offer them what they need, they’ll be with you... I wish humans were as simple as cats, food and love and they’ll be always with you and even eat your body if you die, what a deal isn’t it? I never liked school, the place made for molding young minds to become “someone” in the future, at least that’s what the propaganda says, what they don’t tell you is about the society that conforms this system, a cruel, negative ...